I know I don't usually blog about stuff that is too personal, but I am having a bad night and just need an outlet. My dad died 4 years ago and every 6 month or so I just have a horrible grief attack. Tonight is one of those nights. Perhaps it is the upcoming holidays that have me down. Holidays can be a wonderful time; however, they can also be a painful reminder of who is no longer with you. I know I will feel better in the morning. A good cry and a little not-so-private journaling is very therapeutic. I know many of you go through some holiday grief too and I will send you some healing thoughts and prayers. It is amazing how hard life can be at times. Thanks for reading, I am already feeling a bit better.